Carpet Diem 💕
filipina med tech student
future world traveler
welcoming you to my doze of freedom to express my thoughts through words and pictures💋
Something always bring me back to those days like I could have done better because I should. And as I drift into the moment of getting my senses into the reality a slap of cold and harsh outcomes gets in the way of my thinking that keeps me from looking forward in a positive outlook in life. Sure intelligence is never measured by grades yet you can never take away that this generation is brainwashed of having to be at the top or being with the croud. I wanted to keep myself still grounded with my own perspective and outlook in life that there are still tomorrow’s promise of better days. They say that when you’re almost there that’s when the road gets more rocky and you’ll continuously find yourself face on the ground. Maybe I have made a lot of mistake that I chose the wrong path. Like my course. But life is made to be unfair that you can not undo the past nor make peace with it. And the battle between me and myself goes on and on.. But one things certain. I can not choose the other way around because I’ve been far enough that I lost the sight of where I’ve started.there’s no point in turning back and there’s no way I can vividly see what the future holds. I can’t even see myself getting along just fine. So I had to make an act of being tough. Faking the courage so I could convinxe myself that I will get through this and I will be okay. So I will. I just want this to be done with so I could go on and live the life I want to live. That’s the least that I could do to myself.